My BFF is pregnant

One of my bff CT (story dye ada kat sini) msg me telling that she is 6 weeks pregnant..
She has been TTC'ing for four years...we share a lot of things together in this TTC journey.. i think she is the only person that I've talked about TTC in real life, beside my hubby..
Of course I am happy for her..When she told me, i pulak yang rasa happy and sebak. Indeed, it make me happier to hear a TTC friend gets pregnant than usual friends...rasa nak menangis pun ada. Alhamdulillah...praying for everything will be safe for her and her baby...She said this is not the end, but actually a new beginning..

As for me,
Seriously my emotion and mental are more stable now compare to previous year...maybe kalau dulu i mungkin jadi "meroyan" bila dengar orang di sekeliling i preganant..but now, im more ok..
Biar lah, tu rezeki they all..
And selalunya juga, baru i perasan, bila je i tensen dgn cerita org pregnant, Allah mesti akan bagi i rezeki lebih...
Contohnya yang nilah..my BFF msg about the news, then a few hours later, i got order...
Macam Tuhan nak bagi reminder to me, He might not give me that rezqi but He is sending me the rezqi in other form...So be thankful...

I dah tak kisah dah apa orang nak cakap...and i dah tau macam mana nak "lawan" emosi bila orang bercakap pasal kita...
And i dah tak ambil peduli pasal orang-orang yang suka menyakitkan hati i...i only care about my heart feeling...macam tu i dah tak tensen and stress lagi dah...
And this journey juga telah mematangkan diri I ni and appreciate life more than ever...
Yang penting my hubby is there to support me...