Tuesday, November 20, 2012
I Am Tired
Last Month Cycle Treatment - 100 mg Clomid (increase 50 mg)
FT on Day 8-10 : 3 follicles which develops beautifully ...
Day 12 - 14 : uses Ovolution Prediction Kit (OPK) to detect ovolution...and BD alternate day as been prescribe by DR.
Day 14: Double line..on OPK!
Day 28: bunga-bunga matahari..
Day 29: AF..Day 1 starts again..
Memandangkan iktiar bulan lepas dengan tambahan dos clomid dan cadangan IUI yang telah bertukar menjadi SI tetap gagal..of course i sangat-sangat sedih...sebab SCIENTIFICALLY, everything is correct to make me pregnant..but AGAIN, it is still GOD who decides...and HE said its not meant for us yet..
Since the next step DR suggested is to proceed with IUI procedure and with the condition in Hospital Putrajaya is still not proper, so this new cycle, I've decided to take a break from hospital treatment for a while..at least for 3-4 months...or maybe more, maybe less..i do not know when will I find the needs to start medical treatments again...
All the pills and injections, all the things that need timely calculation and it had been almost a year i have to "ulang alik" went to the hospital.. all the hardwork and struglging..i must say i am tired...i just need a break..
Meanwhile, i will looking for alternative treatment~inner strength treatment, I will just pray and pray and never stop praying..
Because miracles can only happens with ALLAH blessing and permissions...
Not by other mean...
And yes, i feel more calm today..
dont know why..